::missin' someone::
So yea... same ol' bullshit, just another day.
I'm sick of people tryin' their damndest to get inbetween Chris and I. What is so wrong with two people that care about each other, wanting to be together, and being just that? I understand the pain that is felt, but that is no reason to act so immaturely. Its childish and pathetic. I mean does she really think that a guy would want a girl that acts this way? She's no better than me, just like I'm no better than she is. Its all in the eyes and heart of Chris. Its what he feels and who he feels it for. True, I would be extremely hurt if Chris broke up with me to go back out with Rachael (which I don't really see happenin'), but I wouldn't act the way she is. If he loves her, well then..he loves her. And I would never try to stand in the way of someone else's happiness. Happiness is so important, and I wouldn't deny anyone it. Its kinda sad how she is actin'...I thought she was more mature than that, obviously I was wrong. I'm only worried about Chris and OUR RELATIONSHIP. I really hope he doesn't let any of Rachael's bullshit get in the way of us. I don't care about what they did in their relationship because it has nothing to do with me. Not all relationships are the same, may be he'll realize I'm more mature and not a lesbian. haha
Anyways, Chris just hung up on me...I don't know what for, I hope I didn't say anything wrong. Who knows with that kid!
Today was my last day at Tuscarora High School and I will be startin my next year at Frederick High...and I can't tell you how happy I am! I'm so sick of THS! It was just a huge middle school...nothing was different and all the girls were so sterotypical. They were goin for the latest trend. You'd be surprised how many "bi" chicks are in that school, and yet I wouldn't be surprised if 9 out of 10 have never even touched another girl. ITs pretty pathetic there...people always tryin to be something they aren't. But what ever, to each their own.
It was so hard lettin' go of some of my friends though. I don't know what I'm gonna do with out them next year. May be it will be a time for me to become more independent. ::shrugs::
Just called Chris and I'm pretty sure he just ignored me...ugh! I'm feelin' somewhat unloved right now. ::tear:: This makes me sad. He knows I can't call him back!
Well then, I guess I'll end it there.
<3 MUAH, Chris! Luv you sweetie.
I'm sick of people tryin' their damndest to get inbetween Chris and I. What is so wrong with two people that care about each other, wanting to be together, and being just that? I understand the pain that is felt, but that is no reason to act so immaturely. Its childish and pathetic. I mean does she really think that a guy would want a girl that acts this way? She's no better than me, just like I'm no better than she is. Its all in the eyes and heart of Chris. Its what he feels and who he feels it for. True, I would be extremely hurt if Chris broke up with me to go back out with Rachael (which I don't really see happenin'), but I wouldn't act the way she is. If he loves her, well then..he loves her. And I would never try to stand in the way of someone else's happiness. Happiness is so important, and I wouldn't deny anyone it. Its kinda sad how she is actin'...I thought she was more mature than that, obviously I was wrong. I'm only worried about Chris and OUR RELATIONSHIP. I really hope he doesn't let any of Rachael's bullshit get in the way of us. I don't care about what they did in their relationship because it has nothing to do with me. Not all relationships are the same, may be he'll realize I'm more mature and not a lesbian. haha
Anyways, Chris just hung up on me...I don't know what for, I hope I didn't say anything wrong. Who knows with that kid!
Today was my last day at Tuscarora High School and I will be startin my next year at Frederick High...and I can't tell you how happy I am! I'm so sick of THS! It was just a huge middle school...nothing was different and all the girls were so sterotypical. They were goin for the latest trend. You'd be surprised how many "bi" chicks are in that school, and yet I wouldn't be surprised if 9 out of 10 have never even touched another girl. ITs pretty pathetic there...people always tryin to be something they aren't. But what ever, to each their own.
It was so hard lettin' go of some of my friends though. I don't know what I'm gonna do with out them next year. May be it will be a time for me to become more independent. ::shrugs::
Just called Chris and I'm pretty sure he just ignored me...ugh! I'm feelin' somewhat unloved right now. ::tear:: This makes me sad. He knows I can't call him back!
Well then, I guess I'll end it there.
<3 MUAH, Chris! Luv you sweetie.