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So yea, I just got off the phone with Zack and now I'm bored.
I'm actually kinda tired. I went to the doctor's today, I was going to go back to school but Momma decided she didn't feel like driving me all the way there and then having to pick me up again in two hours. It was really less than that because she had an appointment at 12am and didn't get out until 1pm. I've spent my day online and hanging out with my bro, Brandon, and his friend Wayne. I like hanging out with them, we sit around in the back yard, talk and make fun of Lindsey. It just seems more peaceful without her here. I hate saying that because I feel kinda bad when I do, but its the truth. I was hanging out with Cheri the other day and Sandy (her stepmom) called her just to tell her some shit she heard from my sister. ARGH! I'm sick of that woman gettin' in my business.
Right now I'm listening to From First To Last,Ride The Wings Of Pestilence. I like it, its relaxing me. I was also listening to this song by Copeland, called "Walking Downtown" I like it too.
So I was reading my horoscope and it said something about me acting a little weird lately. I think I can already feel it coming. Its getting more and more difficult for me since Summer is so close. I was talking to Momma in the doctor's office about what to expect from me this summer. Expect: depression, summer job, and tears on the 4th of July. I doubt it will make a difference whom I with or what I'm doing... I just know that's going to be a day I will pray will go by swiftly. I don't want any drama or pain on that day... I think I will be experiencing enough of that shit on my own. I'm getting more fragile as the dates that have meaning become closer and closer. I don't know why its so hard to let go of a past that has brought nothing but pain. Its not that I have't let go, I just haven't forgotten.
There's this really great song by Billy Talent called My Ex...I'm listening to it right now. I love it!
You should listen to it sometime...
I'm gonna get goin. I'm talkin to Chris and Dusty in a chatroom thingy.
~*KiSsEs*~ for Bruc Bruc
I'm actually kinda tired. I went to the doctor's today, I was going to go back to school but Momma decided she didn't feel like driving me all the way there and then having to pick me up again in two hours. It was really less than that because she had an appointment at 12am and didn't get out until 1pm. I've spent my day online and hanging out with my bro, Brandon, and his friend Wayne. I like hanging out with them, we sit around in the back yard, talk and make fun of Lindsey. It just seems more peaceful without her here. I hate saying that because I feel kinda bad when I do, but its the truth. I was hanging out with Cheri the other day and Sandy (her stepmom) called her just to tell her some shit she heard from my sister. ARGH! I'm sick of that woman gettin' in my business.
Right now I'm listening to From First To Last,Ride The Wings Of Pestilence. I like it, its relaxing me. I was also listening to this song by Copeland, called "Walking Downtown" I like it too.
So I was reading my horoscope and it said something about me acting a little weird lately. I think I can already feel it coming. Its getting more and more difficult for me since Summer is so close. I was talking to Momma in the doctor's office about what to expect from me this summer. Expect: depression, summer job, and tears on the 4th of July. I doubt it will make a difference whom I with or what I'm doing... I just know that's going to be a day I will pray will go by swiftly. I don't want any drama or pain on that day... I think I will be experiencing enough of that shit on my own. I'm getting more fragile as the dates that have meaning become closer and closer. I don't know why its so hard to let go of a past that has brought nothing but pain. Its not that I have't let go, I just haven't forgotten.
There's this really great song by Billy Talent called My Ex...I'm listening to it right now. I love it!
You should listen to it sometime...
I'm gonna get goin. I'm talkin to Chris and Dusty in a chatroom thingy.
~*KiSsEs*~ for Bruc Bruc