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May 23, 2005 08:13

So0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o......yea. I'm at school right now. Kinda bored and wondering why certain people are befriending me on myspace. I've never really gotten along with a few of these girls and they are befriending me. I figure its because I live in Maryland and they didn't really have any friends on their page from Maryland and they just happened to come across my myspace and figured "What the hay?" So yea, I'm a little skeptical about the whole thing.

But anyways, I'm in Grad. Project right now...bored out of my mind. I have nothing to do because I missed so much they aren't even bothering me to make it up. I've asked for work and got nothing...oh well, I won't be here next year anyway. I'm trying to get on my screen name at school but I have a feeling that I won't be able to. w00t w00t, oh yeah! I did it! I bet I will get in trouble because I had to download AIM, but whatever...I don't care. I just left Bruce a message, but I doubt he will care. I miss talking to him. But I'm just gonna sit back and see how things go. Last time we talked he was making sure I wasn't cheating on him, make sure I wasn't giving into the "temptations up here," I'm starting to wonder the same. I'm not sure what he's doing, considering he hasn't called and he knows I can't really call him without getting into trouble. I'm sorry but this is just starting to piss me off. I'm trying to be a cool girlfriend, not nag him about bullshit when we actually do talk...but this kinda sucks. I'm sure he is reading this and thinking I'm gonna break up with him or something and that's not the case. All I know is that some things should change or this isn't going to work. What's the point in being in a relationship when I don't even get to talk to my boyfriend? I just don't see the point in it. I really do care about you Bruce, and I wanna make it work. But I can't be the only one.

I'm gonna get goin.
<33muah!

~*KiSsEs*~ for Bruc Bruc
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