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Dec 17, 2006 12:17

I've decided that i cannot handle decision-making.

-Now that I know my grades from last quarter, i'm re-considering considering applying to this sciences-po program. Fucking crap i have no idea what im doing next year.

-Just paid $200 to again, change my flight plan for Paris. Now I regret that decision and wish to change again but that would cost another $200.

-Cannot, have not, never will decide on which poon when why how whaaaaat? If I dont have at least three poons in the bag i'm just not a happy camper.

-QUIT JOB!!! No, dont quit. QUIIIIIT JOB!!!!! nonono you need the money.

-SMOKE POT. studystudy. SMOOOOKE POT BOOZE GET WASTED FUUUUCK. studybegoodbehave. FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

-Film school! English major! Geography minor! IDS Major! Poli Sci minor! ... and i still havent figured it out.

I cant figure anything out. My brain is ambivilant... or multibivilant or whatever you'd call it when you're pulled in a million different directions by a milliuon different desires. Baaaaaaaaah.

But somehow I get through everything successfully. I have poons in all my area codes (LA, Santa Rosa, LE FRANCE), excellent grades (fuck yeah did it again), i'm studying things I love and... well, yeah, im ok. Just flusteryfrustrated!!
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