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look at me posting on livejournal.
its pointless but maybe when life is good i can look back at this and realise how its improved.
i'm massively stressed out, i've got so much work to do and not enough brains to do it all. I want so badly to do well, especially in my ecology module as its what i'm going to be doing next year, but i seem to have decided to be interested in something so monumentally complex that i will never understand even the most basic aspects of it.
although its been nice having time away from work i'm now financially fucked and have no money coming in for at least 8 weeks.
i'm starting back at dominos again in a few days as the manager who lead me to quit has left due to everyone signing a petition to get rid of him. ha. i've been given my job back by the new manager despite said old manager telling every dominos manger in leeds not to re-hire me as i'm a little bitch.
the reason he thinks i'm a bitch is because unlike all the other slaves there i stood up to him and told him exactly how much of a retarded cunt he is.
i'm panicing about everything at the moment and need to chill the fuck out.
the prospect of moving to nottingham is exciting as i need to start a new but its also scaring the crap out of me cus i've lived my whole life in a nice comfy bubble supplied by my parents and have no idea how to go about sorting out housing. i'm also terrible at making friends and therefore fear driving Wigley insane by demanding his attention 24-7.
to do list:
sort out student loan
read every richard dawkins book in existence and understand everything he writes
complete the last 14 assignments of my course
make some money
enjoy myself
cheer the fuck up
stop whinging.
its pointless but maybe when life is good i can look back at this and realise how its improved.
i'm massively stressed out, i've got so much work to do and not enough brains to do it all. I want so badly to do well, especially in my ecology module as its what i'm going to be doing next year, but i seem to have decided to be interested in something so monumentally complex that i will never understand even the most basic aspects of it.
although its been nice having time away from work i'm now financially fucked and have no money coming in for at least 8 weeks.
i'm starting back at dominos again in a few days as the manager who lead me to quit has left due to everyone signing a petition to get rid of him. ha. i've been given my job back by the new manager despite said old manager telling every dominos manger in leeds not to re-hire me as i'm a little bitch.
the reason he thinks i'm a bitch is because unlike all the other slaves there i stood up to him and told him exactly how much of a retarded cunt he is.
i'm panicing about everything at the moment and need to chill the fuck out.
the prospect of moving to nottingham is exciting as i need to start a new but its also scaring the crap out of me cus i've lived my whole life in a nice comfy bubble supplied by my parents and have no idea how to go about sorting out housing. i'm also terrible at making friends and therefore fear driving Wigley insane by demanding his attention 24-7.
to do list:
sort out student loan
read every richard dawkins book in existence and understand everything he writes
complete the last 14 assignments of my course
make some money
enjoy myself
cheer the fuck up
stop whinging.