Sep 08, 2004 23:59
Gotten back from Texas in one piece. I discovered I even like the hot desert-like places, especially when buzzards are circling. And when it's not so hot, it's wonderful.
Anyways, I've finally got to the point to where I can't stand to see myself this fat. I've never weighed this much in my life, and it's probably from working in the damn deafening cafe. I finally got sick of being fat. So today was the day. Carrot sticks, lots of water, 3 c2s, and 2 sandwhiches are all I have eaten today. I guess the remaining food I will choose to live on is ramen, though that's still not the best. But it's better than what else we have around the house. Pizza, chocolate, chips, & other junk. My 100 lb anorexic mother lives on junk food, how am I going to surrive this? Putting weight on is so much easier than taking it off. And I still need to workout more.