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Ok, It's been like seroiusly forever since I have updated my LJ. No really it has. Don't you agree? Anyway what has been going on? Lots. Me and my ex whom I refuse to name broke up. It was/is still very hard on me but I like to think that it gets better everyday. Except for last nite when they called me over to watch a movie. I asked again " You want ME to come over and watch a movie?" They were like "Yea." So I ended up going. How could I say no? Right. I couldn't . So the movie ends up going off, I'm sitting on in the chair, my ex on the couch, I say "You're about to go to bed?" and they're like "yea." So I say thanks for having me over and then I leave. No problems. Then (....) calls me right when I leave and say "are you still here" I said no and they're like oh. I said do you want me to come back and they're like "No, you're good." Hmm ok. Then why did you call me? I get back to my dorm room and they call again. I was like ok what is it what's wrong. And they're like I want some company tonight, can you come over. I ask again if they really want me to come over....yes. So I get there and its about 2 something in the morning. Not much talking going on, so we just went to sleep. (....) told me when we were talking in the room that I shouldn't expect anything. wtf. I told (....) I don't expect shit from them anymore after all the shit I've been through fuckin with them. And I meant what I said. I asked myself, well then why am I going over there, I dunno, but I did. We slept, I tried my hardest not to touch, because I knew I'd be in violation and that's the last thing that I wanted was to make (....) feel uncomfortable. (....) ended up touching me first and then snatch their hand back. Ha yea (....) wants me but is just playin hard to get. Well you know what I'm sick of playing games. Imma do me. Which is just be LP and that's all I know how. Anyways that's that. Bleh
My mom's doing better. (yay!) And her hair is growing back so fast. Big ups to my moms for handling this shit like a champ. :)
Well I'm in the library now waiting to go to lunch. I was bored so I thought I'd post an entry, since it's been eons. I won't promise when another one will be but hopefully it'll be soon. Alright later peoples
My mom's doing better. (yay!) And her hair is growing back so fast. Big ups to my moms for handling this shit like a champ. :)
Well I'm in the library now waiting to go to lunch. I was bored so I thought I'd post an entry, since it's been eons. I won't promise when another one will be but hopefully it'll be soon. Alright later peoples