What's been going on...
I haven't updated my journal in a few days and I am sitting in my dorm room right now bored as shit, for the moment, so I'm thinking I'll update.
Hmm what's been going on? A lot actually. Where to begin...
Ok so I went to this party the other nite, or not really party but a social gathering and I got totally trashed. Ok back up to about a week ago, I was at this other party at my friends crib. I was chillin, a little tipsy, though nothing major. There were a couple of gay girls in there that I saw were eyeing me. So one comes up to me and askes me if I was gay or not. I told her no, although I have been with a girl before. She wanted to know because her friend, Tia thought I was cute. Then when I sit on the couch beside Tia, she tells me that she thinks I am cute. I say thanks I appreciate that. I really didn't know what to say back to her. Yes Tia is cute, but I dunno. I really don't think I can go down that road again with another female because I don't want to get my heart broken again.
Ok so back to the party this past Thursday. Even though all my friends know I am straight, they still want me to hook up with Tia. The party idea was mad spontaneous. We were just sitting outside and was like "yo let's do something tonight" and boom we got the liquor and that was all she wrote. Of course my friend Kandi, who is one of the main ones that is trying to hook me up with Tia, calls her and then she looks at me and smiles and says Tia will be there. I told Kandi that I can't drink liquor because it makes me sick, but she was like no you are drinking liquor tonite because you are gonna get wasted. Bad idea. I got soo fucked up that nite man. I had 2 vodka's and grapefruit juice and 2 Steel Reserves. I was drunk off my ass. Apparantly I can't mix Vodka and beer together. I think from now on I will just stick with the beer, because that is my drink of choice. Anyways I was throwin up all over the place, sick as a dog, and who was the main one there taking care of me: Tia. She was right by my side the whole entire nite. She even took me home and tucked me in. I thought that was really sweet. What was even sweeter was how she didn't take advantage of me when I was in that kind of state even though she is feeling me. The next day at lunch she asked me how I was doing, and I told her fine and I thanked her for lookin out for me that nite. Yeah. So I will keep you updated on that situation.
Corey keeps calling like every other day. He called the other night just to tell me about these 2 parties that is going on. I mean for what?? He must have just wanted to hear my voice or something. I think he likes me and of course that gives me hope because I strongly believe that he is my future husband :)
Ok thats enuff for one day. Everyone have a fantastic evening...
Hmm what's been going on? A lot actually. Where to begin...
Ok so I went to this party the other nite, or not really party but a social gathering and I got totally trashed. Ok back up to about a week ago, I was at this other party at my friends crib. I was chillin, a little tipsy, though nothing major. There were a couple of gay girls in there that I saw were eyeing me. So one comes up to me and askes me if I was gay or not. I told her no, although I have been with a girl before. She wanted to know because her friend, Tia thought I was cute. Then when I sit on the couch beside Tia, she tells me that she thinks I am cute. I say thanks I appreciate that. I really didn't know what to say back to her. Yes Tia is cute, but I dunno. I really don't think I can go down that road again with another female because I don't want to get my heart broken again.
Ok so back to the party this past Thursday. Even though all my friends know I am straight, they still want me to hook up with Tia. The party idea was mad spontaneous. We were just sitting outside and was like "yo let's do something tonight" and boom we got the liquor and that was all she wrote. Of course my friend Kandi, who is one of the main ones that is trying to hook me up with Tia, calls her and then she looks at me and smiles and says Tia will be there. I told Kandi that I can't drink liquor because it makes me sick, but she was like no you are drinking liquor tonite because you are gonna get wasted. Bad idea. I got soo fucked up that nite man. I had 2 vodka's and grapefruit juice and 2 Steel Reserves. I was drunk off my ass. Apparantly I can't mix Vodka and beer together. I think from now on I will just stick with the beer, because that is my drink of choice. Anyways I was throwin up all over the place, sick as a dog, and who was the main one there taking care of me: Tia. She was right by my side the whole entire nite. She even took me home and tucked me in. I thought that was really sweet. What was even sweeter was how she didn't take advantage of me when I was in that kind of state even though she is feeling me. The next day at lunch she asked me how I was doing, and I told her fine and I thanked her for lookin out for me that nite. Yeah. So I will keep you updated on that situation.
Corey keeps calling like every other day. He called the other night just to tell me about these 2 parties that is going on. I mean for what?? He must have just wanted to hear my voice or something. I think he likes me and of course that gives me hope because I strongly believe that he is my future husband :)
Ok thats enuff for one day. Everyone have a fantastic evening...