Thursday morning blues and such.
I dropped Tim off at the airport last night. He should be in Ireland. I say he should because I haven’t heard from him yet. His flight was supposed to land at 7am which would have been 2am here in NJ. I knew he wouldn’t call when he landed, I’m thinking he’ll call in a few hours; probably just before or after they have dinner.
I’ve never really thought of myself as a “sappy” wife. When he leaves on business trips, I drop him off, kiss him and tell him to have a good time. I’m happy when he calls, but I don’t mope around, usually. Last night, as I got in the car and drove home I had a hormonal outburst. I started crying on the NJ turnpike. How freaking pathetic am I? I’m talking to the baby going, “Daddy had to go away to visit grandma and grandpa, it’s just you and I. It’s okay though.” Then I realize how pathetic I am and started saying “I’m sorry I’m getting upset, Mommy doesn’t mean to be upset.” Seriously folks, someone tell me the crazy hormones and being over-emotional is a normal part of pregnancy. I was expecting to be emotional, but that was not good.
I calmed down by the time I got home. I put in “The Young Visitors” (Hugh Laurie makes the world a better place) and was able to get some spinning done as well as casted-on and started a blanket that my mom was having issues starting. I dropped that to her this morning.
Tonight I’m going out with Mary. We are suppose to go shopping and for dinner. It’ll be the first time she and I are going out without one or both of her daughters in almost 2 years. We are so looking forward to it.
That’s about it.
XOXOXO
I’ve never really thought of myself as a “sappy” wife. When he leaves on business trips, I drop him off, kiss him and tell him to have a good time. I’m happy when he calls, but I don’t mope around, usually. Last night, as I got in the car and drove home I had a hormonal outburst. I started crying on the NJ turnpike. How freaking pathetic am I? I’m talking to the baby going, “Daddy had to go away to visit grandma and grandpa, it’s just you and I. It’s okay though.” Then I realize how pathetic I am and started saying “I’m sorry I’m getting upset, Mommy doesn’t mean to be upset.” Seriously folks, someone tell me the crazy hormones and being over-emotional is a normal part of pregnancy. I was expecting to be emotional, but that was not good.
I calmed down by the time I got home. I put in “The Young Visitors” (Hugh Laurie makes the world a better place) and was able to get some spinning done as well as casted-on and started a blanket that my mom was having issues starting. I dropped that to her this morning.
Tonight I’m going out with Mary. We are suppose to go shopping and for dinner. It’ll be the first time she and I are going out without one or both of her daughters in almost 2 years. We are so looking forward to it.
That’s about it.
XOXOXO