Fuck you, Christmas

[everion]

I got my nails done.  
Straightened my hair.
Even bought "Stupid Girl" boots.

I think I looked good.  Cute, really.  That's what I aim for.

And I'm trying my hardest to impress Steven.  Which is not going at all well.

I'm so close to giving up, he's so cold to me.  Still.

Tonight, he didn't want to wait ten to fifteen minutes for me to see a movie.  That I offered to pay for and even offered gas money.
Nope.  He went home instead, he changed his argument and turned it around on me.

I dressed up for him.

A lot of good that does me, huh?

I was out shopping with my mother, getting gifts for others.  And I was getting gifts for him.
Things for him was going to make me late.

Fuck, I'm super upset.

Merry Christmas.