I'm... so fucking pissed off...
Thinking about going back to Barcelona for the "Salón" (it's somelike an Akon). But then I wonder... why?
I mean, there are lots of people who wants to see me, and also I want to see them, but... who?
Last time I went there... there were lots of people. Known or unknown, that's no matter how they were, we were friends at last. And when I went back to my place, all we keeped on contact (or most of them)... but actually...
I miss some people so much... well, in special, I start to think about it once and another... fuck... what have I done...?
I'm scared, in someway, I don't want to back there. Those were the happiest days lastly (well, except some person... but I don't care of her actually)... but....
I miss two persons a lot. I failed to one of them, I know it. But now I feel really guilty and I miss her... It's a stupidness that I want to be in her LJ friends list again, but I didn't mean it... I talk about esneka. She is from Madrid, but I met her at Barcelona when I went... and I love her so much. She was one of the persons who best supported me in those difficult moments...
I'm so sorry, I didn't wanted you to not be confident on me...
And in the other side... a person who I also love a lot, but she seemed like if she has change... But I still love her! I talk about shigai. My dear... Why are you like that with me lately? I miss you a lot, I need to talk with you about any stupid thing, as before...
I didn't want to molest anyone, I only want to be friend with everyone... I'm back to Barcelona this year, and I want to see, at less, all people that I saw last year... -____-
Sorry... sorry everyone... I don't like for sure to be like this, but I think a lot about these things...
Elisa *hideko*
I mean, there are lots of people who wants to see me, and also I want to see them, but... who?
Last time I went there... there were lots of people. Known or unknown, that's no matter how they were, we were friends at last. And when I went back to my place, all we keeped on contact (or most of them)... but actually...
I miss some people so much... well, in special, I start to think about it once and another... fuck... what have I done...?
I'm scared, in someway, I don't want to back there. Those were the happiest days lastly (well, except some person... but I don't care of her actually)... but....
I miss two persons a lot. I failed to one of them, I know it. But now I feel really guilty and I miss her... It's a stupidness that I want to be in her LJ friends list again, but I didn't mean it... I talk about esneka. She is from Madrid, but I met her at Barcelona when I went... and I love her so much. She was one of the persons who best supported me in those difficult moments...
I'm so sorry, I didn't wanted you to not be confident on me...
And in the other side... a person who I also love a lot, but she seemed like if she has change... But I still love her! I talk about shigai. My dear... Why are you like that with me lately? I miss you a lot, I need to talk with you about any stupid thing, as before...
I didn't want to molest anyone, I only want to be friend with everyone... I'm back to Barcelona this year, and I want to see, at less, all people that I saw last year... -____-
Sorry... sorry everyone... I don't like for sure to be like this, but I think a lot about these things...
Elisa *hideko*