I've started to become everything I've always vowed never to become.
I talk about morals and personal responsibilities... but I have none.
I am a liar.
I am a fraud.
What you see of me, what you know of me, is only what I've wanted.
"This is what I want to be, so I become it."
But none of it comes naturally. I have no patience. I have no compassion. I have no feelings. (Maybe at one point, I did. But it's not working anymore, whatever it was that used to make me feel things.) I will pretend that I have all these things in order to seem like a normal person. But I am a dangerous sociopath.
Avoid me at all costs.
I am a liar.
I am a fraud.
What you see of me, what you know of me, is only what I've wanted.
"This is what I want to be, so I become it."
But none of it comes naturally. I have no patience. I have no compassion. I have no feelings. (Maybe at one point, I did. But it's not working anymore, whatever it was that used to make me feel things.) I will pretend that I have all these things in order to seem like a normal person. But I am a dangerous sociopath.
Avoid me at all costs.