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i regret it bonnie. not that it was with you, but the act itself. i have not been able to feel clean since then. with recent conversations with people going the way they do, ive been forced to think more and more of this first time. and i wash my hands frequently. i feel dirty knowing what i know about me. i am thinking it is the source of my problems. i am glad it was you though, dont get me wrong.