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It's weird to go from meaning everything to each other, to meaning nothing.
No calls, no "how are you's"
I'vw just become another person in his phone book. No special meaning. Other than the fact that I have his kid. Which apparently doesn't mean much.
I'm not sure how to handle this. I'm feeling things that make me feel like I've wasted time and possibly the chance to be with the guy that I was SUPPOSE to be with.
But I'm not sure.
I'm not upset anymore. I don't cry. I'm just, displaced. I don't know how I'm suppose to feel. I'm confused, and no longer content.
No calls, no "how are you's"
I'vw just become another person in his phone book. No special meaning. Other than the fact that I have his kid. Which apparently doesn't mean much.
I'm not sure how to handle this. I'm feeling things that make me feel like I've wasted time and possibly the chance to be with the guy that I was SUPPOSE to be with.
But I'm not sure.
I'm not upset anymore. I don't cry. I'm just, displaced. I don't know how I'm suppose to feel. I'm confused, and no longer content.