this is it then.
i've moved. out of all positions of my life. including the bad ex, including the wonderful job, including living by myself for 7+ years. and it sucks, but it's great. it's really great more than it sucks. i have no obligations. i have no exes. i have nothing. and nothing is a great way to start. and my boss at my new job loves me, and i have a gym, and i have friends. so. reading my last entry made me realize even more so than i had originally thought, that it's even better than i had imagined, in some fucked up backwards way of thinking.