so i figure i'd follow the trend...
well i have no idea how long its been since i last updated this thing but its a tuesday rainy afternoon and im not working and i have nothing better to do. life is pretty much the same with a few exceptions. this summer has been pretty dull other then the fact that i got a car. thank god for that, its my ticket to freedom and some sort of sanity. i've pretty much been working to keep my car (im paying for gas, maintenance, and insurance) which is a good and bad thing at the same time. i didnt particularly end this year well, theres still a lot of unfinished business that i wish would just...finish. i know that in this coming up semester i have to pick myself up again and attempt to live life slightly more normally than i usually do.
umm lets see, this coming up semester i am moving into the walker apartments which should be interesting and hopefully really fun. unfortunately walker loves to always fuck up and never tell us what is really going on, the move in date has been changed from the 20th to the 27th. how lame. oh well, gives me an extra week to work. i'm going to be living with neena again (my suitemate of 2 years) and im living with cassie who is coming back after a year of community college. how exciting :)
i'm still pretty nervous about this upcoming school year. just because a lot of things are weighing on me. i really have to decide whether or not english lit is the right major for me and if not what in god's name i would be changing it to. hopefully i'll get my answers sooner than later. i still have no idea where mark is, and i hate not being able to talk to him. the last day of classes was the last time we talked and its just really hard. i still think about him every single day, and im still crazy in love with him. oh well, enough about that.
amber's birthday is tomorrow. weird that i actually do remember, i dont think that i called her last time, although i probably should have. for some reason i still wish we could be friends, but apparently making her life drama free meant getting rid of me. i do think i'll call her though, might be a nice gesture. i miss christian terribly, and i hate that when he does come home its only for like 3 days. i wish i could just up and leave and join him over in california, i just cant help feeling thats where i should be. mel and i are no longer friends, she is in mexico right now and i hope that she is having a good time and having fun taking care of turtles. i'll always remember her for the good times that we did have, maybe one day we can reconcile.
my dog is doing well, in case those of you who didnt know my family got us a dog last year around this time. its a german shepherd. hes adorable and gigantic haha. as ariana likes to call him "my beast"
but he wouldnt harm a fly. i was so against getting one but i actually feel that its been slightly cathartic having someone who will just stare at you while you talk their ears off. haha
anyway, i cant really think of what else to write in here. theres so much other misc stuff that...doesnt really matter that much to anyone else but me. we'll see when the next entry will be.
umm lets see, this coming up semester i am moving into the walker apartments which should be interesting and hopefully really fun. unfortunately walker loves to always fuck up and never tell us what is really going on, the move in date has been changed from the 20th to the 27th. how lame. oh well, gives me an extra week to work. i'm going to be living with neena again (my suitemate of 2 years) and im living with cassie who is coming back after a year of community college. how exciting :)
i'm still pretty nervous about this upcoming school year. just because a lot of things are weighing on me. i really have to decide whether or not english lit is the right major for me and if not what in god's name i would be changing it to. hopefully i'll get my answers sooner than later. i still have no idea where mark is, and i hate not being able to talk to him. the last day of classes was the last time we talked and its just really hard. i still think about him every single day, and im still crazy in love with him. oh well, enough about that.
amber's birthday is tomorrow. weird that i actually do remember, i dont think that i called her last time, although i probably should have. for some reason i still wish we could be friends, but apparently making her life drama free meant getting rid of me. i do think i'll call her though, might be a nice gesture. i miss christian terribly, and i hate that when he does come home its only for like 3 days. i wish i could just up and leave and join him over in california, i just cant help feeling thats where i should be. mel and i are no longer friends, she is in mexico right now and i hope that she is having a good time and having fun taking care of turtles. i'll always remember her for the good times that we did have, maybe one day we can reconcile.
my dog is doing well, in case those of you who didnt know my family got us a dog last year around this time. its a german shepherd. hes adorable and gigantic haha. as ariana likes to call him "my beast"
but he wouldnt harm a fly. i was so against getting one but i actually feel that its been slightly cathartic having someone who will just stare at you while you talk their ears off. haha
anyway, i cant really think of what else to write in here. theres so much other misc stuff that...doesnt really matter that much to anyone else but me. we'll see when the next entry will be.