I'm so TIRED~! (This is me Complaining)
I had a fall out with a friend. I'll be honest; I'm too tired to care. Maybe she was angry because I couldn't make time to go to a function with her. And I feel bad for not remembering, but I get an average of 2-3 hours of sleep a day. I work a lot, and I have a lot of things to think about. So, I'm going to forget things. I think my Personal Assistant finally gave up on me. The one thing that takes up most of my time is my translation job. But I guess my factories in China and my part time job at Barnes and Noble doesn't help any. And I do feel bad when I forget about things. I would love to have time to go to parties and stuff, but frankly, I would like to retire when I have the energy to do stuff. Like travel with my future wife or fiancé! I won't say that I don't miss being a mid-twenties life. I would love to date women, would love to take the day off because I drank too much the day before... I would love to take a vacation so I can go to Oxford to visit Chloe. Her birthday had just passed and I don't think I've properly grieved yet. God I miss her. Sometimes, like today, I won't see my bed at all! I was up at 6:30am on a Saturday to go meet up with some lawyers and their clients. Then off to work I go to B&N, then I had another meeting with a few clients reviewing their contracts. Then I went back home to file my reports and sent them to my factories. Then I got a call from China about a couple of things... and now I'm here venting. It's 9:25am... Sunday. Yes, it's cold for me to just give up on things like relationships, but sometimes I think it's just better to let go. Everything is a investment, and I don't have the emotional funds. Days like these i really wish someone would sit me down and give me cuddles.