I Can See the Bloody Clear Sky and Shit! Huzzah!!

[everbreeze]

I’m losing hope. I feel like I’m losing more of myself more each day.
Does it really matter?

I am so sick and tired of the two faced ness of people! Seriously does it say on my forehead “BEND ME OVER AND FUCK ME IN THE ASS!!!”

For the love of Pete! My own flesh and blood!!

Cat, you can’t say that I didn’t do anything for the little people in my company. For five years… FIVE YEARS!!! I set up polices and rules so that the people in my factory got the best deal possible. I had free housing and daycare for people who don’t have the means to afford it. I couldn’t do anything about the pay, but I tried to make it humanly possible to be treated as… well people.

So, some time ago I sold the factory to unload my burden… and I found that the company only sold the company. So in total I sold my 72% my uncle exchanged his share to keep the company and give up the factory. All the hard work was for nothing.

I’m so angry and depressed…

I’m starting to care for her a lot.
I hate myself for it.

Because I know she wouldn’t feel the same about me.