Go to Boulder Colorado??? Now? WHY?!? (And how?)
I have to go to Colorado... right now. Why Boulder? I don't know, I was born in Denver.... but I have to go to Boulder Colorado - it's driving me frikkin nuts. I don't know where this impulse is coming from but it's like a strong desire that I can't control, it hurts physically in my chest sometimes to know I'm not going there now or soon. I don't know how to get there, or have money. I suppose if I'm really supposed to be there I'll get there somehow, right? Maybe, though I don't feel like it, I feel like I have got to figure out a way to get there and super soon. Where would I go and what would I do there? I feel like someone is calling me... like mentally, or like a fish on an energy hook and line, but stuck. I have no idea how to explain it other then that but I definitely feel a bit nuts right now... by body is just vibrating with energy that's all screaming 'go, go!'
suck.
suck.