EXCEPT UGH I DON'T THINK THAT THE WORDS 'I FEEL YOU' ARE STRONG ENOUGH TO EXPRESS JUST HOW STRONGLY I SHARE YOUR PAIN (AND PROBABLY EVEN MORE BECAUSE I ACTUALLY WATCHED THIS SHOW DOWN TO THE SEASON FIVE FINAL OKAY)
AND I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS GRAPHIC AND I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS POST AND WHY WOULD YOU EVEN MAKE ME THINK ABOUT HOW I USED TO LOVE THEM SO MUCH IT ACTUALLY BROUGHT ME TO FANDOM
THIS IS THE SHIP (AND SHOW) I DO NOT TALK ABOUT IT'S MY ONE AND ONLY FANDOM GOLDEN RULE
I CANNOT HAVE A RATIONAL CONVERSATION ABOUT THEM BECAUSE OF ALL THE TRAUMA I JUST CAN'T
IT'S ALMOST BEEN ONE YEAR BUT I AM STILL SEETHING AND HONESTLY I DON'T THINK I WILL EVER BE ABLE TO GET OVER HOW THIS EPISODE BROKE MY EVERY BONE
THIS SHIP IS THE ACTUAL WORST IN A WAY THAT NO OTHER EVEN COMES CLOSE
(SOB)
this has been a comment? idek i shouldn't even try to talk about this THE WOUNDS ARE STILL BLEEDING
AND PROBABLY EVEN MORE BECAUSE I ACTUALLY WATCHED THIS SHOW DOWN TO THE SEASON FIVE FINAL OKAY wow what was that like
IDEK WHAT TO SAY, MAN. JUST. *clings* i'm still seething about it AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO HERE FOR MOST OF IT SO I CAN'T IMAGINE WHAT IT MUST BE LIKE FOR YOU. :| :| :| :| :|
It was the most traumatic experience of my life to be honest. AND WHENEVER PEOPLE BEGRUDGE ME FOR HAVING NO FAITH IN TV WRITERS AND BEING PARANOID ABOUT ALL THINGS I JUST YELL AT THEM THAT I WATCHED GOSSIP GIRL. Not that most people understand. But still.
THIS WAS MY FIRST SHOW (for real, this was the first tv experience OF MY LIFE) THIS WAS MY FIRST SHIP FFS
I clinged onto hope for so long. I literally tried to convince myself that they would find a way to reestablish a satisfying balance all through the first half of season four (I WAS NAIVE OKAY) and then they started building up the D/B seriously and that distracted me enough to carry on watching (because babies ♥ they are the effing cutest worst) nevermind my boiling rage and then season five happened AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW EVEN GOT THROUGH IT. Seriously, I don't know how. Probably it's that I was in such a bad place personally that I didn't even care enough to quit? I'm still not sure about how this was a possible thing in my life. I mean, how did I stomach watching this
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Dan/Blair was the saving grace of the last three seasons lbr. Well, at least before you know what.
BUT WOW. JUST WOW. THAT ROOFTOP SCENE. WOW. I will never EVER recover from it. At some point I thought that I could. BUT I DON'T THINK SO. Is that the one where Blair ~chooses Chuck and then he spouts some misogynistic bull about not wanting to be "Mr. Blair Waldorf" or some shit? Because. I can't. Like, this is my emotional-trigger-with-a-bullet: stories depicting women who have to constantly bend over backwards to cater to the feelings of abusive men who degrade them at every turn. BUT IT'S SO ROMANTIC AND THEIR LOVE IS SO EPIC!!!!11111 I may throw up.
How glad are you that you stopped with season two, hm? UNIMAGINABLY. lbr the show stopped with season two (sans all Blair/Dan scenes).
Just. Stroke me some more, I am in need of soothing. Will do.
yup it's the one. and right now i'm keeping my mouth shut about it or i'll jump go on a murderous killing spree. #neveroverit
ps - i just watched 4.12 tonight (don't laugh) so i just read your post and your thoughts are pretty thoughts and i trolled the comments and omfg the stefan feels ugh ugh cannot deal with them why are they happening like that but also it's really late and i'm pretty much fighting sleep so forgive my lack of eloquence/actual response
EXCEPT UGH I DON'T THINK THAT THE WORDS 'I FEEL YOU' ARE STRONG ENOUGH TO EXPRESS JUST HOW STRONGLY I SHARE YOUR PAIN (AND PROBABLY EVEN MORE BECAUSE I ACTUALLY WATCHED THIS SHOW DOWN TO THE SEASON FIVE FINAL OKAY)
AND I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS GRAPHIC AND I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS POST AND WHY WOULD YOU EVEN MAKE ME THINK ABOUT HOW I USED TO LOVE THEM SO MUCH IT ACTUALLY BROUGHT ME TO FANDOM
THIS IS THE SHIP (AND SHOW) I DO NOT TALK ABOUT
IT'S MY ONE AND ONLY FANDOM GOLDEN RULE
I CANNOT HAVE A RATIONAL CONVERSATION ABOUT THEM BECAUSE OF ALL THE TRAUMA
I JUST CAN'T
IT'S ALMOST BEEN ONE YEAR BUT I AM STILL SEETHING AND HONESTLY I DON'T THINK I WILL EVER BE ABLE TO GET OVER HOW THIS EPISODE BROKE MY EVERY BONE
THIS SHIP IS THE ACTUAL WORST IN A WAY THAT NO OTHER EVEN COMES CLOSE
(SOB)
this has been a comment? idek i shouldn't even try to talk about this THE WOUNDS ARE STILL BLEEDING
BUT BLESS YOUR HATE IT'S BEAUTIFUL TO ME
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I CANNOT STOP LOOKING AT THOSE CAPS AND BE CONSUMED BY FEELINGS
JUST THE WAY THEY LOOK AT EACH OTHER OKAY
LIKE NO
NOOOOOO
PLEASE STOP THIS RIGHT NOW MY HEART CANNOT TAKE IT
THEY WERE SUCH LOST CHILDREN
WHY WHY WHY
(UUUGH SMH. WHAT. DID. YOU. DO)
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DO YOU EVEN KNOW
WHAT. DID. YOU. DO
WE JUST DON'T KNOW
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THIS POST HATES YOU BACK
AND PROBABLY EVEN MORE BECAUSE I ACTUALLY WATCHED THIS SHOW DOWN TO THE SEASON FIVE FINAL OKAY
wow what was that like
IDEK WHAT TO SAY, MAN. JUST. *clings* i'm still seething about it AND I DIDN'T EVEN GO HERE FOR MOST OF IT SO I CAN'T IMAGINE WHAT IT MUST BE LIKE FOR YOU. :| :| :| :| :|
bless your incoherent rage. /strokes
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THIS WAS MY FIRST SHOW (for real, this was the first tv experience OF MY LIFE)
THIS WAS MY FIRST SHIP FFS
I clinged onto hope for so long. I literally tried to convince myself that they would find a way to reestablish a satisfying balance all through the first half of season four (I WAS NAIVE OKAY) and then they started building up the D/B seriously and that distracted me enough to carry on watching (because babies ♥ they are the effing cutest worst) nevermind my boiling rage and then season five happened AND I HAVE NO IDEA HOW EVEN GOT THROUGH IT. Seriously, I don't know how. Probably it's that I was in such a bad place personally that I didn't even care enough to quit? I'm still not sure about how this was a possible thing in my life. I mean, how did I stomach watching this ( ... )
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BUT WOW. JUST WOW. THAT ROOFTOP SCENE. WOW. I will never EVER recover from it. At some point I thought that I could. BUT I DON'T THINK SO.
Is that the one where Blair ~chooses Chuck and then he spouts some misogynistic bull about not wanting to be "Mr. Blair Waldorf" or some shit? Because. I can't. Like, this is my emotional-trigger-with-a-bullet: stories depicting women who have to constantly bend over backwards to cater to the feelings of abusive men who degrade them at every turn. BUT IT'S SO ROMANTIC AND THEIR LOVE IS SO EPIC!!!!11111 I may throw up.
How glad are you that you stopped with season two, hm?
UNIMAGINABLY. lbr the show stopped with season two (sans all Blair/Dan scenes).
Just. Stroke me some more, I am in need of soothing.
Will do.
( ... )
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yup it's the one. and right now i'm keeping my mouth shut about it or i'll jump go on a murderous killing spree. #neveroverit
ps - i just watched 4.12 tonight (don't laugh) so i just read your post and your thoughts are pretty thoughts and i trolled the comments and omfg the stefan feels ugh ugh cannot deal with them why are they happening like that but also it's really late and i'm pretty much fighting sleep so forgive my lack of eloquence/actual response
one thing : that gif tho, my loins
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one thing : that gif tho, my loins
but of course
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