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i am really tired. i am always tired nowadays. school makes me tired. work makes me tired. he makes me tired. everybody and everything makes me tired. i want everything to go away and have a nice 12 hours of sleep........ ::sigh:: then i have to start on scholarships and stuff ::sigh::
and about friends only.. i really do want to do it because i know some people i don't want reading it are... BUT i do want benny to read it and comment [on the rare occasions he does] and i want lily to read it but i won't have to worry about that if simon invites her to LJ soon. damn ppl i want my invite code back heh crave might have some but i'm not sure.
hmm about college apps, they asked for a family experience or this other stuff for UCs.. and i'm really thinking about making a piece of overcoming adversity or some shit ;\ i dunno.. i might use my stepmom sob story because it's real and because it's probably had the most profound impact on me today.. and it'll continue to throughout the rest of my life. but how do i write about it without coming off as sounding whiny or trying to gain sympathy? argh.
yeah i better get to school.. so i can fail more english tests.. not that i've failed any but SHIT I FORGOT TO DO THE EC. i hope it's not due today.. arghhh. and i have to miss third and i want my humanities test back. okay byes
and about friends only.. i really do want to do it because i know some people i don't want reading it are... BUT i do want benny to read it and comment [on the rare occasions he does] and i want lily to read it but i won't have to worry about that if simon invites her to LJ soon. damn ppl i want my invite code back heh crave might have some but i'm not sure.
hmm about college apps, they asked for a family experience or this other stuff for UCs.. and i'm really thinking about making a piece of overcoming adversity or some shit ;\ i dunno.. i might use my stepmom sob story because it's real and because it's probably had the most profound impact on me today.. and it'll continue to throughout the rest of my life. but how do i write about it without coming off as sounding whiny or trying to gain sympathy? argh.
yeah i better get to school.. so i can fail more english tests.. not that i've failed any but SHIT I FORGOT TO DO THE EC. i hope it's not due today.. arghhh. and i have to miss third and i want my humanities test back. okay byes