...Without focus, i was sucked into the gates of oblivion, and all was lost ...
Thats right, my frame of reference for time has not come back yet. I have had the last four days off of work, and all that time, i have been playing The Elder Scrolls: Oblivion. It is too hard to drag myself away from. It is too hard to push it from my mind. It is too hard to stop. It is too hard to live. Without the ability to leave the game, I cannot get things done. Without the power to push it from my mind, i cannot sleep when i am tired. Without the power to stop, I fear, I may be trapped in the realms of oblivion for some time.
Or maybe i have more important things to do.
Or maybe not.
Today i will attempt to stay awake for the rest of the day, and set myself straight again. Perhaps when i regain my senses, i will see that the game is made to be played a tiny bit at a time. Perhaps when i regain my senses, i will see the importance of doing things which need doing. Until such time, i will be playing oblivion.
By the way, I wish to spend time with everyone who I know from now on. Even the ones I've lost touch with. Expect calls!
Or maybe i have more important things to do.
Or maybe not.
Today i will attempt to stay awake for the rest of the day, and set myself straight again. Perhaps when i regain my senses, i will see that the game is made to be played a tiny bit at a time. Perhaps when i regain my senses, i will see the importance of doing things which need doing. Until such time, i will be playing oblivion.
By the way, I wish to spend time with everyone who I know from now on. Even the ones I've lost touch with. Expect calls!