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haven't updated here in a while.
a general summation of my life at the moment: real people. real friends. and making money. thats all i really have been concerned about.
taking a step back, or a few, you really get an idea at the big picture. and you see alot of things you might not have seen before. people. i just think everyone should sometime soon take a day to just sit and look at things and really think about whats going on. whats important. what has meaning. what you are worth. what you deserve. your environment really plays a major influence i realize now.
i have severely less people in my life now, but i have real people in my life. substance. do something. think. for yourself.
life's not all about one thing or another. theres a balance that should be there, and often i think most people are not anyway balanced. what you think you need may not really be what you need, rather what you would like. and its quite hard to really differentiate the two i suppose. emotions are a strong thing but far from uncontrollable.
the world is not ending. things are probably not as bad as you think.
real values and intergrity.
look at something differently.
and most likely if you're reading this i miss you and you should talk to me soon. i would honestly like to know how you have been and whats up in your life.