Having a really bad day...
Okay, today was my first day back to school and I just wanted to crawl in a hole and die. I was forgetting things that I needed and to make matters worse, I forgot my locker combo, so I had to drag all of my stuff with me until the person who was supposed to be in the office was there, mid-way through the fucking day.
And math class, which sucks for me anyways, sucked even more because my teacher was absent. And there was four or five pages of math work we were supposed to do. I took one look at them and wanted to cry. So I sat there for over forty minutes doing nothing and trying to avoid the math.
I was supposed to talk to Ms. Rainey about the possibility of me having a mathematics disorder, but it didn't happen cause she wasn't there and now I have a big fat 0 in the grade book for this assignment.
AP Lang wasn't too bad until we got our schedule for the month. I wanted to throw up. We have readings and written assignments every night, plus the Sociopath Next Door paper isn't even due until the 19th, so I have to go back and rewrite it since I have the time. But the other project got pushed back.
And every day that I should be leaving early, I have fucking Driver's Ed. Next Tuesday, they're going on another fucking field trip and leaving me stuck with Steve and Drew all damn day. I'll be spending 12 hrs at school because I have to ride the bus in and then they'll push Driver's Ed back and it won't end until after 6:30pm. My school is run by a bunch of fucking assholes.
And in Environmental Science, we were counting beans. And guess what? I can't even count fucking beans!
This is why three hours of sleep is not good for me. Especially three very broken up hrs... At least I got to watch Red Eye at 5am for no apparent reason, even if I fell asleep during it for a few minutes. I still got to see the bathroom scene and the end fight between Jackson and Lisa. That's always a good way to start the day.
I'm gonna take a Lunesta and go to bed.
And math class, which sucks for me anyways, sucked even more because my teacher was absent. And there was four or five pages of math work we were supposed to do. I took one look at them and wanted to cry. So I sat there for over forty minutes doing nothing and trying to avoid the math.
I was supposed to talk to Ms. Rainey about the possibility of me having a mathematics disorder, but it didn't happen cause she wasn't there and now I have a big fat 0 in the grade book for this assignment.
AP Lang wasn't too bad until we got our schedule for the month. I wanted to throw up. We have readings and written assignments every night, plus the Sociopath Next Door paper isn't even due until the 19th, so I have to go back and rewrite it since I have the time. But the other project got pushed back.
And every day that I should be leaving early, I have fucking Driver's Ed. Next Tuesday, they're going on another fucking field trip and leaving me stuck with Steve and Drew all damn day. I'll be spending 12 hrs at school because I have to ride the bus in and then they'll push Driver's Ed back and it won't end until after 6:30pm. My school is run by a bunch of fucking assholes.
And in Environmental Science, we were counting beans. And guess what? I can't even count fucking beans!
This is why three hours of sleep is not good for me. Especially three very broken up hrs... At least I got to watch Red Eye at 5am for no apparent reason, even if I fell asleep during it for a few minutes. I still got to see the bathroom scene and the end fight between Jackson and Lisa. That's always a good way to start the day.
I'm gonna take a Lunesta and go to bed.