What's for you won't go by you.
And I think that you are for me.
I don't think you'll be able to go back to her. You will miss me. I'd just like you to try, and get it over with.
And you know - I'm tired of trying to bottle the animosity I feel. I should trust my instincts - look at Ksenija, look at Gillian at Den. If I like/dislike someone to begin with it usually turns out I'm right. And now I hate her. I knew she wanted you back, and she's messed you around enough. She should have let you go. She knew you were happy with me and she didn't have the grace to let you be. Oh, let's get dinner and catch up, Calum. Read at my parents' wedding Calum. FUCK OFF. GET IN THE SEA.
Part of me wishes you would just try again and get it over with, so you can get it out of your system.
Part of me (not a big part, for reasons I've mentioned before) worries that if you do go back to her, you'll work it out and you guys will make it. And I'll lose you.
Part of me worries that if you do get back together, even for a little bit, too much time and distance will pass and I'll get over you. She's going away again for four months. So when will you try? The idea of you touching her skin makes my stomach flip. To cope I'll have to move on - which would probably be the best thing for me in the long run, but right now the idea makes me sad.
It all makes me sad.
I don't think you'll be able to go back to her. You will miss me. I'd just like you to try, and get it over with.
And you know - I'm tired of trying to bottle the animosity I feel. I should trust my instincts - look at Ksenija, look at Gillian at Den. If I like/dislike someone to begin with it usually turns out I'm right. And now I hate her. I knew she wanted you back, and she's messed you around enough. She should have let you go. She knew you were happy with me and she didn't have the grace to let you be. Oh, let's get dinner and catch up, Calum. Read at my parents' wedding Calum. FUCK OFF. GET IN THE SEA.
Part of me wishes you would just try again and get it over with, so you can get it out of your system.
Part of me (not a big part, for reasons I've mentioned before) worries that if you do go back to her, you'll work it out and you guys will make it. And I'll lose you.
Part of me worries that if you do get back together, even for a little bit, too much time and distance will pass and I'll get over you. She's going away again for four months. So when will you try? The idea of you touching her skin makes my stomach flip. To cope I'll have to move on - which would probably be the best thing for me in the long run, but right now the idea makes me sad.
It all makes me sad.