Jul 07, 2015 11:16
Had an enormous fight with C. I booked us a nice dinner last night at the Fox and it all just fell apart. So we were that couple, having a quiet domestic in the restaurant while the waiter kept coming up to ask if we wanted dessert. Then we went home, and had a chat on the sofa - I said some things I think I was brave to say, about the future, about what we both want. I thought we were fine. But I got up this morning and something was wrong. Instead of staying in bed he basically walked out on me, to go back to his for what must have been ten minutes before work, saying he needed to think about things. Now we've exchanged furious texts and I am hurt and fizzing with anger.
R is being a moody bitch at work. She is being huffy with students so I have to resolve that. She is being huffy with Jamie, and huffy with me and I just want to go home. Today of all days I want someone to hold.
I have this marketing call at one - I haven't done any marketing stuff in days because I have been too busy doing all of Gillian's work on top of my own.
This is not how I thought today was going to be.
boys,
work,
angst