From Siah, a dear friend!
...I sent a few text messages, granted I was drunk but I meant them...he didn't respond, so in the morning I text him apologizing for the fact that I was wasted...the response I got later today:
"Hey, no don't be. I was in the studio and didn't get the text until I got back to the hotel, late. I love you Clara, You can express your heart whenever you want to me :-)"
I'm sure he understands now...but I had to make sure he did...at a time where I'm doubting the new friendships I made over this last year and a half, he just completely verified his friendship to me. That meant more to me then anything, and it was EXACTLY what I needed to hear. I'm sure it will be a while before I get to see him again, but at least I know I always have- or even only just HAD- a dear friend in him.
My faith in people is slowly dwindling down to almost nothing...but at least it makes the people that are really worth having in my life and that really care REALLY stand out in my eyes. I feel really good ^_^.
"Hey, no don't be. I was in the studio and didn't get the text until I got back to the hotel, late. I love you Clara, You can express your heart whenever you want to me :-)"
I'm sure he understands now...but I had to make sure he did...at a time where I'm doubting the new friendships I made over this last year and a half, he just completely verified his friendship to me. That meant more to me then anything, and it was EXACTLY what I needed to hear. I'm sure it will be a while before I get to see him again, but at least I know I always have- or even only just HAD- a dear friend in him.
My faith in people is slowly dwindling down to almost nothing...but at least it makes the people that are really worth having in my life and that really care REALLY stand out in my eyes. I feel really good ^_^.