after months of silence
I'm not quite sure why I'm writing in this thing, but I think it has something to do with my being incredibly anxious and being trapped at the college library.
So, for what seems like the third or forth time in a row (meaning four pay periods of two weeks), I find myself without a cent to my name. Zero. I keep overdrafting my account with one or two dollar purchases and, by the time Friday rolls around, I'm unable to recover. I've been busting my ass at work lately and have been compensated with almost nothing for the last three months. I owe people money and favors left and right, but have nothing to offer. My boyfriend's birthday is ten days, and I can't even afford to get him a card.
I feel worn down and restless. My two endeavors (college and work) have been taking up every gram of my energy and it's starting to make me dull and listless. I'm exhausted and edgy and guilty and anxious. I don't know what's wrong with me.
I'm so distracted.
So, for what seems like the third or forth time in a row (meaning four pay periods of two weeks), I find myself without a cent to my name. Zero. I keep overdrafting my account with one or two dollar purchases and, by the time Friday rolls around, I'm unable to recover. I've been busting my ass at work lately and have been compensated with almost nothing for the last three months. I owe people money and favors left and right, but have nothing to offer. My boyfriend's birthday is ten days, and I can't even afford to get him a card.
I feel worn down and restless. My two endeavors (college and work) have been taking up every gram of my energy and it's starting to make me dull and listless. I'm exhausted and edgy and guilty and anxious. I don't know what's wrong with me.
I'm so distracted.