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contrary to the rumors that i started by randomly bursting into tears and declaring that i am going to break up with charlie, we are still doing fine
i am trying very hard to make this one different and be patient and understand that the world does not revolve my feelings, and that not all guys are automatically cheating assholes
it still breaks my heart though that he is being so adamant about "not wanting to be in a relationship right now" but will then spend all his time with me anyway and act exactly like he is in a relationship-
but i guess that it is worth a little heartbreak and waiting, when considering how good it is now
i am trying very hard to make this one different and be patient and understand that the world does not revolve my feelings, and that not all guys are automatically cheating assholes
it still breaks my heart though that he is being so adamant about "not wanting to be in a relationship right now" but will then spend all his time with me anyway and act exactly like he is in a relationship-
but i guess that it is worth a little heartbreak and waiting, when considering how good it is now