lesson 1- tie shoes
brrrrrrr!!!! georgia's weather is like a bipolar house mom that forgot her pills! whoawhoa! work finally ended and chris and i drove around like idiots and the comp store wasn't even open. fucking giant chicken. i can't feel my fingers!!!!!
went to mexican. talked to dad. he always has the most random stories to say but they're all so depressing.... he never ends the story with therefore you should be happy with what you have...
instead he just gets this blank look that trails to the ground and walks off. i don't know what to say... or do... i just follow his lead and we part in opposite directions. thinking about him and my family just makes me remember how depressing my fucking family is and how we're so attached to our misery. its pathetic but its true- the lot of us, the population, we're all so masochistic.
mum is the same way but she's so much better at hiding it... and at the same time she's fucking terrible. she blows up and looks at my sister and tells us how we're terrible. like mother like daughter i suppose.
on the plus, i feel my fingers now.
breatheWake from your sleep,
the drying of your tears,
Today we escape, we escape.
Pack and get dressed
before your father hears us,
before all hell breaks loose.
Breathe, keep breathing,
don't lose your nerve.
Breathe, keep breathing,
I can't do this alone.
Sing us a song,
a song to keep us warm,
there's such a chill, such a chill.
And you can laugh a spineless laugh,
we hope your rules and wisdom choke you.
And now we are one
in everlasting peace,
we hope that you choke, that you choke,
we hope that you choke, that you choke,
we hope that you choke, that you choke.
went to mexican. talked to dad. he always has the most random stories to say but they're all so depressing.... he never ends the story with therefore you should be happy with what you have...
instead he just gets this blank look that trails to the ground and walks off. i don't know what to say... or do... i just follow his lead and we part in opposite directions. thinking about him and my family just makes me remember how depressing my fucking family is and how we're so attached to our misery. its pathetic but its true- the lot of us, the population, we're all so masochistic.
mum is the same way but she's so much better at hiding it... and at the same time she's fucking terrible. she blows up and looks at my sister and tells us how we're terrible. like mother like daughter i suppose.
on the plus, i feel my fingers now.
breatheWake from your sleep,
the drying of your tears,
Today we escape, we escape.
Pack and get dressed
before your father hears us,
before all hell breaks loose.
Breathe, keep breathing,
don't lose your nerve.
Breathe, keep breathing,
I can't do this alone.
Sing us a song,
a song to keep us warm,
there's such a chill, such a chill.
And you can laugh a spineless laugh,
we hope your rules and wisdom choke you.
And now we are one
in everlasting peace,
we hope that you choke, that you choke,
we hope that you choke, that you choke,
we hope that you choke, that you choke.