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Really really really happy all day until psychology, where I crashed and felt so entirely numb in lit. I had to stay afterschool to work on my architecture project, so I tried listening to hapy music, but it just felt like I wasn't supposed to be happy. Still tried.
Called the boyfriend on my way back from buying laces. He's at his parents' house and not very happy about it. I want him to be here. He's probably cold, because they live way the fuck upstate and it's freezing there in the mornings of the summer, so it must be nuts in the winter. Not to mention, they had a gas leak and he's not feeling well now. I wish I could be there and give him soup and cover him in electric blankets and sit with him and play videogames. BUT NO. SCHOOl. HOLIDAYS. Bah humbug!
One more school day. Then the gift day. Then wait.
I want to make him happy. I want to be disgustingly in love.
Called the boyfriend on my way back from buying laces. He's at his parents' house and not very happy about it. I want him to be here. He's probably cold, because they live way the fuck upstate and it's freezing there in the mornings of the summer, so it must be nuts in the winter. Not to mention, they had a gas leak and he's not feeling well now. I wish I could be there and give him soup and cover him in electric blankets and sit with him and play videogames. BUT NO. SCHOOl. HOLIDAYS. Bah humbug!
One more school day. Then the gift day. Then wait.
I want to make him happy. I want to be disgustingly in love.