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I had a small "gathering" tonight, accompanied by DJ Mike (WHICH WOULD BE ME..ok im not a dj) and drinks. Nothing major, just a little dancing and otherwise hanging out. If I keep it up I'm going to get myself in trouble. I can't help it, I need to let loose every now and then or I'll become overwhelmed by the reality of my non-existent life outside of work. It is really, really hard because Kristin's going through the whole mood swings thing and any form of intimacy between us is out of the question because that'd just be weird. I guess I just miss the way things were, being wild and crazy...spontaneous. And no, I'm not talking about sex. I miss going hiking and carrying her on my back when she gets tired and then almost having an asthma attack trying to get up this steep ass hill. lol That was so funny, completely embarrassing, and scary at the same time. Then by the lake there was this huge snake on the trail and even though I'm deathly afraid of snakes I threw a rock at it so it fell in the water and we ran like hell. Hahahahaha. And even though we were both tired and sweaty i sat on the railing of this bridge on the trail and held her for at least 30 minutes. That was our 1st date. I'll never forget it.