(no subject)
This is the first time I have felt apart from you. Though I realise how much I hurt you, I wouldn't change who I am, or the decisions I have made to lessen the sting. All the other times, didnt even bother me; but this time, you've hurt me. In a way which I can't sleep, it distracts me through the day and it physically hurts. But if thats what you had to do to get away, then fine. But don't kid yourself, its a lie we tell ourselves, "I know we'll be better, when we come back, we'll have a stronger relationship." Its smoke to distract ourselves from the consequence. The shield us from the damage we cause. But it won't ever be the same, because I won't ever come back to you in a position where you can hurt me like this again.