May 10, 2007 23:17
I thought I felt well enough yesterday and today to make another stab at working. It was a monumental failure. I lasted 3 hours before taking a nose dive. My concentration, focus, and motor skills have been shot since I went off the drugs and I'm finding myself still dizzy, light-headed, and feverish. What's worse is that today I couldn't stop shaking at my desk and my eyes felt like they were burning out of the sockets. I'm tellin' ya going off anti-depressants is fuckin' tough. Fahgetaboutit.
Tomorrow I will seek out my crazy South African doctor and see if there is any light to the end of this tunnel - that and to get a note saying that I was pretty much a write off the whole work week. My work has been pretty good at understanding me being sick and all, but that could also be because we've lost 5 people in the last month and they want to keep people happy.