that hasnt happened for the longest time...
wow! once again i've waited months and months to write in this thing! I'm feeling a little update coming on!
So i last left off with jake coming home for xmas in a few days. Well thats come and gone and those 2 weeks flew by so quickly. A few weeks later i was down to South Carolina for his graduation from bootcamp and saw him for only 2 days. Since then i've had a lot to do with school and work and lax. Keeping me VERY busy! He now has his cell phone so we talk almost everyday if not every couple of days. Ive definitely become stronger because of all i have been through. Ive dealt with so many things i never expected to deal with at such a young age. Maturity has kicked in...
I just came back from Florida from spring training with my lacrosse team, i had a BLAST!!! got my tan that i wanted so desperately, not as good as some of the girls on the team but good enough for my fair irish skin! :) It was just nice to be on a vaca for a week, not having to worry about anything but lacrosse and relaxing (still working hard though.. early practices... etc) but a change of scenery is good for everyone once in a while. highly recommend it!
I was supposed to go down to see Jake over easter weekend but plans have changed, to say the least. He doesnt get the long weekend like we had planned on, the army likes to take things away from the guys... So i will see jake when he graduates from AIT helicopter mechanic training at the end of May on the 30th...not close enough if you ask me. But at least he gets to come home for 2 weeks before he gets stationed somewhere... I miss him, so much. Last night i was on the phone with him and something was bothering me, we both knew there was something wrong, but i couldnt figure out what it was. I ended up just balling my eyes out on the phone with him. Simply because i miss him to death, i want to see him so badly... i dont get his hugs, kisses, cuddling, or get to see his face, hold his hands, hear him laugh in person... definitely changed the dynamics of our relationship when he went in the army. All those little things you take for granted, like the sound of his voice when he sings off key in the car to a terrible song- its the little things you miss the most when they are gone.
we are going to stay together- no question in my mind. Its just hard to know that we cant BE together for three more years cuz i have to finish college. Bummer man!
Hrmm.. but other than that classes start up tomorrow and i have tons of hw to do. GRrrrr... havent even unpacked from florida yet either... i dont wannnnna!!!!! oh well. Time to find something to eat and get started on cleaning this room.. maybe?! okay i have to.. sam will kill me!
<3 loooooooveeeeeee
So i last left off with jake coming home for xmas in a few days. Well thats come and gone and those 2 weeks flew by so quickly. A few weeks later i was down to South Carolina for his graduation from bootcamp and saw him for only 2 days. Since then i've had a lot to do with school and work and lax. Keeping me VERY busy! He now has his cell phone so we talk almost everyday if not every couple of days. Ive definitely become stronger because of all i have been through. Ive dealt with so many things i never expected to deal with at such a young age. Maturity has kicked in...
I just came back from Florida from spring training with my lacrosse team, i had a BLAST!!! got my tan that i wanted so desperately, not as good as some of the girls on the team but good enough for my fair irish skin! :) It was just nice to be on a vaca for a week, not having to worry about anything but lacrosse and relaxing (still working hard though.. early practices... etc) but a change of scenery is good for everyone once in a while. highly recommend it!
I was supposed to go down to see Jake over easter weekend but plans have changed, to say the least. He doesnt get the long weekend like we had planned on, the army likes to take things away from the guys... So i will see jake when he graduates from AIT helicopter mechanic training at the end of May on the 30th...not close enough if you ask me. But at least he gets to come home for 2 weeks before he gets stationed somewhere... I miss him, so much. Last night i was on the phone with him and something was bothering me, we both knew there was something wrong, but i couldnt figure out what it was. I ended up just balling my eyes out on the phone with him. Simply because i miss him to death, i want to see him so badly... i dont get his hugs, kisses, cuddling, or get to see his face, hold his hands, hear him laugh in person... definitely changed the dynamics of our relationship when he went in the army. All those little things you take for granted, like the sound of his voice when he sings off key in the car to a terrible song- its the little things you miss the most when they are gone.
we are going to stay together- no question in my mind. Its just hard to know that we cant BE together for three more years cuz i have to finish college. Bummer man!
Hrmm.. but other than that classes start up tomorrow and i have tons of hw to do. GRrrrr... havent even unpacked from florida yet either... i dont wannnnna!!!!! oh well. Time to find something to eat and get started on cleaning this room.. maybe?! okay i have to.. sam will kill me!
<3 loooooooveeeeeee