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i hate to dwell on anythng... but this pain is killer!!! it seems like, I wake up feeling like complete and total SHIT... but as the day progresses... things get better... uhhhggg... I simply cannot wait until this proccess is over. My only consolation/distress at this moment is Radiohead .... I am certainly planning on going.... but will I be healed enough to go? that is the question. I am going to do my best to feel better, but I only have minimal control! I just cannot stop thinking about it. So... the decision is made, i AM GOING. I just hope my body is healed to the degree where I can at least some some herb, ya know?
Damn, my mother has been really awesome this week. I mean, just excellent. We have had our little dissagreements, but overall, I am actually enjoying myself here. Even with all of the crazy animals. And, I like being around Chad... apparently my parents are sending him to rehab when their insurance kicks in... but I just do not see that happening... I understand their logic... but, it will be a much different thing to see the action carried out.
I need a job, i NEED a job... I am interviewing and stuff, so who knows. And, quite honestly, I am glad I am not tied into one now, cause I would probley feel much more stressed knowing I had only a certain amount of time to heal... cause I am in pain, and I wouldn't want anyone to have to work with this pain...
Well, i'm starting to feel a little sick, I am going to take a shower... get ready... then relax... Aunt Karen and Elliott should be on their way!
Damn, my mother has been really awesome this week. I mean, just excellent. We have had our little dissagreements, but overall, I am actually enjoying myself here. Even with all of the crazy animals. And, I like being around Chad... apparently my parents are sending him to rehab when their insurance kicks in... but I just do not see that happening... I understand their logic... but, it will be a much different thing to see the action carried out.
I need a job, i NEED a job... I am interviewing and stuff, so who knows. And, quite honestly, I am glad I am not tied into one now, cause I would probley feel much more stressed knowing I had only a certain amount of time to heal... cause I am in pain, and I wouldn't want anyone to have to work with this pain...
Well, i'm starting to feel a little sick, I am going to take a shower... get ready... then relax... Aunt Karen and Elliott should be on their way!