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How to measure the degree of happiness? How to know which way is your way? Why do life always forces you with every next step to make choices and narrow the scope? What if you need all the ingridients and not just one? What if you can never otherwise feel yourself complete? What if you are never certain? You cannot find any proof and cannot fight your doubts? What if it is no love or love just does not exist? What if you are just dreaming? You just need it all, you are greedy, for people, feelings, emotions. You cannot compare things with different natures. What if you cannot find the way to simplify the complicated world around you? What if you give up the most important part of yourself and loose your meaning? What if there is no way back or out? What if u cannot stop drinking? What if you just can not say what you need and what you want? Family? House? Career? Car? Fucking Philips television? Do you have any ambitions? Really? For what? Do you believe in God? Do you know how late is it now and how early you have to wake up for your work? Are you crazy? Are you sick? At least you need a sleep and dont be so naive that everything will disappear in the morning.
Are you lonely? Why? You just could not think of any ingridient beeing faded out.. So what do you want? You DONT know? Okay, i'm afraid we should stop now. Close your eyes, free your mind.. Anyway you have nothing to loose.. You just cannot be happy.. At least not now...
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