Oct 03, 2005 13:52
Not at all angry anymore-
it's great, directly after that random dream I had about...
being angry isn't rational, anymore.
Cause you can't just believe that one person that you THOUGHT was good
suddenly became awful because of a few hard months.
Mostly I'm sorry now,
because it's going to continue to be something bad for him.
I'm afraid I'm a reminder of a time that produced some really awful feeling...
So I don't know how these things work.
I mean, I can't drive to the mountains and NOT think about him
(whether it was bittersweet before, or anything)
Some of the things he said were so sincere,
I'd love to just talk to him again,
nothing more than that!
Anyway, must go!
Loooong day!-
Love-Mo!