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wednesday - stayed at mah raychs bantered and talked and smoked as usual was gd.watched snatch which i actually liked.
thursday - went home got changed ate met new councellor at the hospital then went to the station in stirling to meet kayleigh and raych.they were running late but i saw nicki <3 and rose talked to them.then spoke to the guy who manages jabberwocky he recognised me and asked me bout me wantin to work there and took mah number so hopefully will get work and money . went bout stirlingwi raych and kayleigh then bought cheap gd food from farmfoods.then got a train home and i slept.
Friday - slept then met karis<3 to go up to raychs but raych wasnt there and no1 was in so we just sat in raychs boudoir til she got hame.jamie , kayliegh and ange were there. was banter , smoked, drank and watched bride of chucky. then walked karis to get her bus home and jamie and kayliegh went home too and i helped raych tidy and we watched clueless<3 then i wandered home at like 3 but mah maw and jerry were aslepp so i had to wait like half an hour to get them to let me in grrr.
Saturday - went to edinburgh wi ange coz raych was all ill n dizzy. went up coburn and got my tongue web redone <3 yeash and tailz sleazy old cunt that he is done it for free.then met met hainy at the station and other people.karis was there <3 drank in the station a while then went to graveyard.saw dazz<3 yay! emm drank more cat the rat who omg i fucking hate that bitch she shold fuck off and die. i was abusive to her which amused me she made me angry *wants to hit her* then we went to the pub.pub was gd until stuff happened and crying and stoof.but meh.lotsa jack daniels mmmmm that was gd.went home was gona go back wi karis but i felt shit and wanted to be on mah own.at home it took me like half and hour to get up the stairs got near the top and fell doon and knocked all mah mums cats down wi me .ahahaha yea was funny.
sunday - slept then went to see mah raych. stayed at hers til 4 in the morning then toddled home.raych - need a light *winks*
monday - karis came through and gave me a rose<3 and a box of karis<3 that had 1 of her handcuff keys she wears round her neck that i now have 1 round mah neck which im never taking off, a pic of her,a note <3and a bag of smarties! and she drew me a BIG pic of nightmare before christmas characters<3 and a cute card<3 i loves it all. i made her a heart shaped pink fluffy pillow that says i love u from marge and the date we started going out and winegums. so we watched dvds and drank and smoked alot. i now like valentines day.had a great night and stuff. just lying in bed drinking and getting to be wi her<3 went to sleep at 5 and woke up at like 5ish at night.on tuesday karis went home at 8 coz she missed the last bus at 7. then i just ate and was bored and lonely.
The clothes you wore the night before were lying on my bedroom floor,
This is how i want it to be,
You know that i want it that way,
Baby i dont know what to say,
Its like that everyday,
Iv never felt this way,
I just dont know what to do,
If i cant be with you,
Coz girl you know its true,
I love that thing you do <3
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Scared of breaking up again,
I just want it to be like it was before,
Coz i dont think that my heart can take much more<3
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Loving you could be so easy,
Loving you could be so great,
Loving you could be so easy,
Loving you could be so great,
How can i try to explain,
When everybody seems to know my name,
Im outa touch,
And your outa time,
Talk to me a while,
Joke about the things we used to say<3
thursday - went home got changed ate met new councellor at the hospital then went to the station in stirling to meet kayleigh and raych.they were running late but i saw nicki <3 and rose talked to them.then spoke to the guy who manages jabberwocky he recognised me and asked me bout me wantin to work there and took mah number so hopefully will get work and money . went bout stirlingwi raych and kayleigh then bought cheap gd food from farmfoods.then got a train home and i slept.
Friday - slept then met karis<3 to go up to raychs but raych wasnt there and no1 was in so we just sat in raychs boudoir til she got hame.jamie , kayliegh and ange were there. was banter , smoked, drank and watched bride of chucky. then walked karis to get her bus home and jamie and kayliegh went home too and i helped raych tidy and we watched clueless<3 then i wandered home at like 3 but mah maw and jerry were aslepp so i had to wait like half an hour to get them to let me in grrr.
Saturday - went to edinburgh wi ange coz raych was all ill n dizzy. went up coburn and got my tongue web redone <3 yeash and tailz sleazy old cunt that he is done it for free.then met met hainy at the station and other people.karis was there <3 drank in the station a while then went to graveyard.saw dazz<3 yay! emm drank more cat the rat who omg i fucking hate that bitch she shold fuck off and die. i was abusive to her which amused me she made me angry *wants to hit her* then we went to the pub.pub was gd until stuff happened and crying and stoof.but meh.lotsa jack daniels mmmmm that was gd.went home was gona go back wi karis but i felt shit and wanted to be on mah own.at home it took me like half and hour to get up the stairs got near the top and fell doon and knocked all mah mums cats down wi me .ahahaha yea was funny.
sunday - slept then went to see mah raych. stayed at hers til 4 in the morning then toddled home.raych - need a light *winks*
monday - karis came through and gave me a rose<3 and a box of karis<3 that had 1 of her handcuff keys she wears round her neck that i now have 1 round mah neck which im never taking off, a pic of her,a note <3and a bag of smarties! and she drew me a BIG pic of nightmare before christmas characters<3 and a cute card<3 i loves it all. i made her a heart shaped pink fluffy pillow that says i love u from marge and the date we started going out and winegums. so we watched dvds and drank and smoked alot. i now like valentines day.had a great night and stuff. just lying in bed drinking and getting to be wi her<3 went to sleep at 5 and woke up at like 5ish at night.on tuesday karis went home at 8 coz she missed the last bus at 7. then i just ate and was bored and lonely.
The clothes you wore the night before were lying on my bedroom floor,
This is how i want it to be,
You know that i want it that way,
Baby i dont know what to say,
Its like that everyday,
Iv never felt this way,
I just dont know what to do,
If i cant be with you,
Coz girl you know its true,
I love that thing you do <3
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Scared of breaking up again,
I just want it to be like it was before,
Coz i dont think that my heart can take much more<3
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Loving you could be so easy,
Loving you could be so great,
Loving you could be so easy,
Loving you could be so great,
How can i try to explain,
When everybody seems to know my name,
Im outa touch,
And your outa time,
Talk to me a while,
Joke about the things we used to say<3