Ho hum.
So for Christmas I got the "Anywhere but Home" CD/DVD by Evanescence and of course I love it. It introduced me to Korn's song "Thoughtless," which right now reminds me a LOT of how I feel towards my brother. Funnily enough, there's a line in the song that reads:
Why are you trying to make fun of me
You think it's funny, what the fuck you think it's doing to me
and guess what my dearest brother did when I listened to this song?
Made fun of me. For liking "such a horrible song."
So of course, this is now my anthem concerning the bastard.
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
Now you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I want to see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, going to put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me
You think it's funny, what the fuck you think it's doing to me
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
Now you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming
Thumbing through pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I want to kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger and you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me
You think it's funny, what the fuck you think it's doing to me
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
Now you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone
They died
They all screamed and cried
I'm going to take you down
Going to take you down
Going to take you down
Going to take you down
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
Now you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming now
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
Now you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming
On a happier note, I love watching the Paris concert on the DVD because whenever the camara is shooting Amy playing the piano you can see her nail polish, and it's quite groovy. I'm especially fond of her left thumb which was a rainbow. Very nice, Amy. You will always rock my socks.
Why are you trying to make fun of me
You think it's funny, what the fuck you think it's doing to me
and guess what my dearest brother did when I listened to this song?
Made fun of me. For liking "such a horrible song."
So of course, this is now my anthem concerning the bastard.
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
Now you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all the mercy down, down, down
I want to see you try to take a swing at me
Come on, going to put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me
You think it's funny, what the fuck you think it's doing to me
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
Now you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming
Thumbing through pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown
I want to kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger and you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me
You think it's funny, what the fuck you think it's doing to me
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying with your dirty ass in front of me
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
Now you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming
All my friends are gone
They died
They all screamed and cried
I'm going to take you down
Going to take you down
Going to take you down
Going to take you down
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
Now you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming now
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
Now you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground, I will see you screaming
On a happier note, I love watching the Paris concert on the DVD because whenever the camara is shooting Amy playing the piano you can see her nail polish, and it's quite groovy. I'm especially fond of her left thumb which was a rainbow. Very nice, Amy. You will always rock my socks.