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WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! That pretty much sums up how I feel right now.
Basically, my FARE exam didn't go very well. Boo on me. How lame. I guess I should continue the studying for next time since I most likely will have to take it again. But I'm so tired of studying. It's just sad how I still need to study more even though I've technically been studying the whole summer. I realized I should stop telling people when I'm taking my tests, so no one will ask how I did and no one will know if I failed. Apparently the pass rate for people who pass all four tests on their first try is 10%, but I still feel crappy about it. I really don't think it should be that hard, especially if other people have passed already. Maybe I just need to try harder. -_-;;
Ugh, I'm tired. I couldn't really sleep that well last night because of the impending doom in the morning. I think test taking is better suited for non-morning times where I can actually be awake and well rested. Not that it would've helped me that much today. Too bad my next test is also at 9 am. It especially sucks that it's so dark and cold in the morning now.
I don't really want to study right now, but now I feel guilty because of my mediocre test taking performance today. I feel like the my summer break has been so long that I need something to show for it, and now that I'll have one less thing, I just feel so unaccomplished. Sometimes I'll feel motivated about it, and other times I'll get so tired of doing the same thing everyday that I don't really feel like doing it anymore. Maybe I need a break from studying but time is running out! =( What a dilemma.
On another note, a couple of random things that have happened this week:
A girl got stabbed in the throat yesterday at UCLA in chem lab (30CL) in Young Hall by some guy in her class. Gee, the class might be hard but not hard enough where you should stab someone?! I'm still wondering why he did it and what happened to make him do that.
Apparently, Obama has won the Nobel Peace Prize. Wow, that guy's just like a superstar or something.
Okay, time to stop wallowing and start motivational studying! (Yes, that was sarcasm & fake enthusiasm.)
Eve
Basically, my FARE exam didn't go very well. Boo on me. How lame. I guess I should continue the studying for next time since I most likely will have to take it again. But I'm so tired of studying. It's just sad how I still need to study more even though I've technically been studying the whole summer. I realized I should stop telling people when I'm taking my tests, so no one will ask how I did and no one will know if I failed. Apparently the pass rate for people who pass all four tests on their first try is 10%, but I still feel crappy about it. I really don't think it should be that hard, especially if other people have passed already. Maybe I just need to try harder. -_-;;
Ugh, I'm tired. I couldn't really sleep that well last night because of the impending doom in the morning. I think test taking is better suited for non-morning times where I can actually be awake and well rested. Not that it would've helped me that much today. Too bad my next test is also at 9 am. It especially sucks that it's so dark and cold in the morning now.
I don't really want to study right now, but now I feel guilty because of my mediocre test taking performance today. I feel like the my summer break has been so long that I need something to show for it, and now that I'll have one less thing, I just feel so unaccomplished. Sometimes I'll feel motivated about it, and other times I'll get so tired of doing the same thing everyday that I don't really feel like doing it anymore. Maybe I need a break from studying but time is running out! =( What a dilemma.
On another note, a couple of random things that have happened this week:
A girl got stabbed in the throat yesterday at UCLA in chem lab (30CL) in Young Hall by some guy in her class. Gee, the class might be hard but not hard enough where you should stab someone?! I'm still wondering why he did it and what happened to make him do that.
Apparently, Obama has won the Nobel Peace Prize. Wow, that guy's just like a superstar or something.
Okay, time to stop wallowing and start motivational studying! (Yes, that was sarcasm & fake enthusiasm.)
Eve