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[evathadiva]

does everyone cheat?
really when it comes down to it are we all just selfish
is love really just selfish
your want to feel good
so you are loving to another
because it makes you feel good?
I don't want to believe that
but recently it has been difficult

I think love
is really the point
really the core of why we are here
because otherwise why would it be so important to us?

if the world were a bleak pit
I think we would still be satisfied
if we had someone to love

loving them
as if love
was giving them breath
knowing that they were giving us
just as much breath
to go on
somehow that would satify us
completely
and make the pit
a beautiful
and worthwhile place.....

I don't know
anymore

lately I feel like I am in a desert
with no compass to tell me which way to go

about love

I know what I want...
and it is really quite simple.....

but for now

I give up.