Somwhere Along The Way we lost our hearts

[evasivomariposa]

I am thinking tonight about my Cousins Mary Beth and Bill. Mary Beth has been pregnent but now the doctors say the baby has complications and she may not live another week and even if she does live throught the pregnancy she will probably die soon after birth. What the fuck is that shitt. My cousins have been good wholesome people. They did it the right way got married waited a couple years to get stable and still this happens. Thats so fucked up. How is it that some people just get pregnent without any way of really taking care of thier baby or any maturity to be parents and they have perfectly healthy children. I dont understand. This just hardens me even more to this gross world. Fuck karma shitt and what goes around comes around. The pure sad truth is nothing affects your fate. You might be the biggest scumbag on the planet and win the fucking lotto or you might be the best person in the world and die tomorrow. Thats not to say we are responsible for our actions becuase our judgment day will come but as for life on this earth its all good luck bad luck chanced bull shitt and to me that is one of the saddest and hardest things for me to understand.
I dont know what else to say but fuck this shitt.