pissed off
Well, i dont really feel like going into detail on why im grounded right now. I dont feel like wasting that much time. anyway, im grounded for 3 months, thats really all im going to say about it.you know what sucks? loving somone that dosnt love you back. I met a girl here recently that i thought everything was going fine with. i fucking worshipped the ground she walked on. we never argued, i gave her money and jewlry, and she never complained about anything to me other than her parents. she left me for another dude, and im about ready to fucking bust. nothing seems right anymore, and everything is just going down hill. I wish there was somthing i could do to make her see things differently but she just throws everything back into my face like it dosnt matter. i swear to god its not fair. i also learned that my mother has around 2 years to live if she dosnt have a heart transplant. shell have around 5 if she does. I should have been a better son to her, afterall, she didnt have to pick me, and she could have always taken me back to the adoption agency. anway that all for now in the world of james. hope no one else ends up like me, fuck life