self fulfilling prophecies

Apr 27, 2021 02:31

That's basically how it works right. Put someone through enough of an emotional rollercoaster for them to finally give up on you, abandon you and take enough steps back for their own sanity...

And you know you've done this because your own feelings of dependence and need shared the shit out of you. And because you never were in control of this relationship.

Inevitable really. I always said some of us were irredeemable.

What I want is not what I needed. But couldn't you see me edging, begrudgingly, slowly to what you were saying? But invariably you ran out of patience, as I knew anyone who I have ever been in an authentic exchange with has done.

I prove my own points. Self fulfilling prophecies to cry about in one's own time.

Ah well, disappointment, and heartbreak, we meet again, but we are well aquainted, and if I've been through worse, this is a piece of cake right.

therapy, me

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