I was gonna be with you. Forever.

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Donna: I was gonna be with you. Forever.
The Doctor: I know.
Donna: Rest of my life. Traveling. In the TARDIS. The Doctor Donna. Oh, oh my god, I can't go back. Don't make me go back. Doctor, please! Please don't make me go back.
The Doctor: Donna. Oh, Donna Noble. I am so sorry. But we had the best of times. The best. Goodbye.

I think I've referenced this video before; but at that time it wasn't because this was how I was feeling. And now I look back at this scene, because of the words; "I was gonna be with you. Forever." Because that's how I suppose I felt about you, no matter how much I denied it and that goodbye looks so flippant if you look at it one way, it also hurts. And if I wasn't "gonna be with you. Forever" well I thought you were gonna be there. Forever. Imbued, embedded, in the heart of a building you've always resided in. There when I needed you. There for me to find, no real excuse needed, I could pretend I was killing time.