realistic appraisals.

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Who am I kidding?
in the past few months,
this was the one place,
I'd finally felt comfortable.
and I didn't want to leave.

I wanted to stay there
listening,
to all that, empathy,
insight that no-one else
had come close to showing me
for so long.

You were so hopeful over my future.
Such a plan,
Even whilst I don't believe it,
It's interesting to see someone care.
Someone who knows how inherent
failure is in me.
& didn't seem to find it my either a surprise or my fault.
It was a relief.

I suppose if I start of being nice,
that's what comes of therapy?

I think it was unfair of me to spend a year slating you,
even if it was slating mostly in my head.