Learning
I wish I had the resources to just learn. I love learning, I think its one of the things that I'm the best at. Acting is harder for me, as in putting what I learn to action. But the actually learning part I love and I'm fairly good at. Theres so much I want to do. Yeah I wanna be a psychologist, but thats something that I've more or less had to settle upon. I think I'd make a good doctor,and its something I've played around with quite a bit. But honestly I don't have the resources to accomplish that kinda goal. Yeah, true if I wanted to truly become a doctor I could, I could pull together something and make it. But what If i find out thats not what I want to be. I have no clue if I really want to be a psychologist, its just something that I figure i would want to do. Its very scary not knowing what I want to do or whats going to happen.
I think learning is just so safe. Theres no ups or downs to it, its just increasing knowledge and thats it.
I hate when I get morals from TV shows or movies. I really get into those kinda things, no matter how big or small they are. No matter if people think the particular show or movie was extremely poorly put together, I'll still get involved and come out feeling different. I started watching Grey's Anatomy and that really moved me to want to become a doctor. Its not just a fleeting fancy either, its something that I've thought of and will think of. But how can I ever decide what I want to be at so young an age? I'm only 20, I have a good 70 years of my life left. How am I supposed to decide?
I think learning is just so safe. Theres no ups or downs to it, its just increasing knowledge and thats it.
I hate when I get morals from TV shows or movies. I really get into those kinda things, no matter how big or small they are. No matter if people think the particular show or movie was extremely poorly put together, I'll still get involved and come out feeling different. I started watching Grey's Anatomy and that really moved me to want to become a doctor. Its not just a fleeting fancy either, its something that I've thought of and will think of. But how can I ever decide what I want to be at so young an age? I'm only 20, I have a good 70 years of my life left. How am I supposed to decide?