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Damnit, I'm getting that feeling again. Its like that feeling that I need to be out and doing something. Changing the world, finding true love, its like impatience almost. Its a feeling of I'm not where I'm supposed to be. I don't feel like im outta place, and I'm happy here, but that feeling just creeps up. It comes a lot from movies and stuff, just the idea of living a different life, with all these possibilities and everything. I sometimes find myself losing myself in movies and shows, wanting to only watch them because they give me a joy. but at that same time that Joy depresses me, because I'm brought back to how mundane and basically stupid my life is at some points. This feeling is so incredibly overwhelming sometimes it just sucks.