Hump day
I seem to be living my life on a weekend to weekend basis. Especially lately I've been saying "I just can't wait till this week is over". I mean, yes, I definitely have something to look forward to but that doesn't mean that I can't enjoy my week as well. It's not a good attitude, after all the work week is five out of seven days. I guess I'm just really bored with doing what I'm doing at work. It's not terribly interesting to me. I miss the days when I actually tackled new problems instead of producing exhibits. It feels horribly stagnant and unfulfilling to me. There are a few options: change my perspective on work, find another job, do something outside of work that provides fulfillment. Maybe I'll do all three, but I have to do at least one or else my work days will be crappy. Or...there's the fourth option: win the lottery. Too bad it's not really under my control. To guarantee a win for the mega millions game, you'd have to spend over $175 million. If you had that much money, why waste it on the lottery unless the jackpot was $1 billion? I have thought about what I'd do if I won, but if I did what I planned then some people would know I won. The problem with that is people hoping to get money from me, and potentially people who will try to blackmail me or take someone I care for hostage. However, if I did win a lot of money, I would want to share it with the people I care for. Dilemmas, dilemmas...except it's all daydreaming, or maybe not. I almost feel like I'm not supposed to win it because then I would be robbed of opportunities to grow I would otherwise have had. Being rich can make things a lot easier, and growth does not come from the easy path most of the time. Well, whatever happens happens.
"Anyone who can touch you, can hurt you or heal you. Anyone who can reach you can love you or leave you."
"Anyone who can touch you, can hurt you or heal you. Anyone who can reach you can love you or leave you."